I've typed and retyped that headline several times, and I'm still not satisfied. How do you sum up a welcome article? What is a welcome article? Do I really have any clue what I'm doing with this? Or anything for that matter? Does anyone? Can I get a show of hands from those who do?

Well, here's what I was thinking about doing: this is my journal (me in edited form out there for all to see). Here's a simple fact about me: apparently I'm incapable of doing anything for my own private self (if there is such a thing). Everything I write is meant to be read. Everything I draw is meant to be seen. Everything I think is meant to be heard. I quite honestly don't see the point of expression without an objective audience. Admittedly, this annoys the hell out of me. But thats me as given (I don't think I chose it (me as-given)--I question if thats possible--but if I know myself at all I will probably talk about that at some future point). And yet strangely enough I'm a total introvert. I just don't get it.

So this blog/journal/expression/art?/masturbatory-tendency, I don't know what it will end up being. Simply put: I don't know what I'm doing. So what I'm doing is out there for the world to see. Tell me what I'm doing?